My Mom is in a long term facility with Hospice care. Shes only 3 miles away. I cant stand how weak she is. She no longer can walk, feed herself, or take care of any of her needs. This hurts so deep i get sick at the idea of visiting. Visiting makes her death a reality. It should be soon. I just hole up on the couch when Im not at work. I want to stop the pain in my soul. I love her so much.