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Deep Sadness

Discussion in 'Coping After a Sudden Loss' started by Ray G., Mar 13, 2020.

  1. Ray G.

    Ray G. Well-Known Member

    This time Monday the 16th
    Of March at a 1/4 past 9
    will be 1 yr. 8 and a qtr
    hours my Sofia has been
    gone from me.
    We had the nicest of plans
    made. Fix up the liv. room,
    Walks on the beach watch
    the sunset go back to our
    honeymoon place.
    I feel like getting stoned
    but thanks to all the
    support I never got,
    by way of being listened
    to, sadly that had never
    occured. . . being told
    You should not be sad
    Anyone drops off the
    twig, don't plan on
    looking to me for any
    support, so not going
    to happen. No I am
    sad enough already.
    Alex Nicolas nee
    Panigotacos, kpr of
    Public records. I will
    never know why you
    had to 'Rat out your
    sister Sofia to the
    Northside hospital.
    Did you take a few
    courses on how to
    Excell in EVIL or
    to just bug the freaking
    hell out of everyone
    by being a narcississtic
    Schmuck or a bit of both?
    How are you going to
    face Sofia if you ever see
    her again? You hurt her
    so much but you could
    care less. Had you lived
    with your head out of
    your backside you could
    have known what a sweet
    and kind lady Sofia was.
    I guess you got plenty
    of kudos and praise from
    your boss, ratting out two
    people who never once
    hurt you.
    Alex, if I was God, I'd
    have you live way
    beyond anyone else
    on earth with not so
    much as even a dog
    to give you company
    For what you did to
    your own sister I can
    only hope your days
    here are as sad as mine.
    And as sad as what your
    sister Sofia suffered.
    She knew it Alex, what
    her brother did to her.
    She could not talk but
    she could hear.