Is this for real? We found out last Thursday. Just a little over a week ago and I cant grasp it. This is not my first time. I lost my beautiful momma 5 years ago to cancer. I was 25 and had a 4 year old. I felt.lost and scared but with her she has as sick and on hospice. It's still painful but I prepared. Amid the things I wanted to say. Did the things I wanted to do. Not all of them but some. My father and I had an up and down relationship since her passing. But this past year we had become closer than ever. My son and him had a bond from birth. They were best friends. I dont know what to do. How to get through it this time. I am a 31 year old orphan and as weird as that sounds I still feel like a scared 10 year old calling for mommy and daddy. I just want my parents back.