This isolation is hard. I’m lost in our house with my thoughts. Thoughts of our fight Christmas Eve. Thoughts of the my stupid grudge on Christmas Day. Happy that i asked if we were okay the 26th. And your side eye roll knowing I always overreact. I’m glad for the week after. The stupid moments we had. The stupid fun moments. Who knew not even a month later you would leave me. I love you. I hope you know how much I love you. I can’t wait to see you again. God I hope the afterlife isn’t just a myth. I’ve been looking it up all the time. Guess I’m looking for what you all think. Will we meet again. Does she know how much I love her. I want to talk to her so badly. God she is the only one that got me. I just wish she knew how much I love her and miss her. I’ll always missing you. I really wish there was a concrete answer about the afterlife. I love you.