Yes that is what I am. Day in and day out. Even tho I am able to throw a leg over a Harley, my life has been so turned upside down and I am thoroughly unhappy about it. Then when a good thing happens and I sort of forgot Sofia for a bit, I feel even sadder. I do not know if Sofia is all that much happier up there in heaven, if she knows what I am going through. But I know she was beautiful to me and that I am very much in love with her. Sofia loved angels and was very close to her Mom and Dad. That was one of the things about her I came to love about her. She gave me an angel pin for my truck. And have kept it, even tho I sold the truck I love you Sofia, now and Always.