September 2019 my mother in law November 2019 an important friend Two days later my sponsor January 2020 my mother Covid started shortly after she died. Covid started, I lost my job, which includes coworkers and my customers. My dog of 16 years died. I did not see my children and grandchildren for ten months. I have lost my health., My anxiety, depression , fear and stomach issues have magnified making it difficult to do anything but go to work at my new job and on occasion I can’t manage that, bringing financial worries. Why do I continue to to expect myself to function and get used to a new normal? I am exhausted.....
