I am sorry for the loss of your son. I remember sitting at thr wake of my uncle and my Mamaw told me how wrong it felt for a child to pass before she did. There seem to be many ears to listen on this site and all here have experienced the pain that death brings for those remaining here on earth. Please feel free to reach out. I hope you soon find peace.
I am so sorry for your loss. I lost my 36 y/o son Feb 21, 2018 after almost 4 years of being his caregiver. Then on May 2, 2018 I lost my brother after his battle with cancer.
I just lost my son a month ago, he was working in his office when someone came in and shot him. We do not know why.....it is being investigated. I am totally broken and so is the rest of our family. My son was our joy, he brought so much happiness in our family, family was everything to him. I miss so much, we all do. We are trying to cope but we are just going through the motions.
I lost my youngest son also, and am still in shock a year and a half later. I cannot clean out his room, everything is just as it was when he died. His dad, my husband, died 7 weeks before my son, and I simply cannot believe I won't see my son get married, have a family. He was the energy in our family, now we are two less. And it is horrible. So i understand your pain, and wish i could tell you it eases up, but for me it is still traumatizing. I'm so sorry for your loss, for your pain.