I lost my 32 year old sister to cancer 4 years ago but feels like yesterday. I feel sorry for my brother who was her twin and my parents who lost their daughter, my mum also lost her dad 1 week before her daughter and she lost her mum 10 months before also. I dont think any of the family have really grieved properly and not sure we want to face it. Its too painful even now. Were just surviving this life now. Floating and lost in this darkness.
