I lost my mom two weeks ago today to pancreatic cancer. She had just been diagnosed 6 weeks prior. I know she is no longer suffering but it went too fast. We were so close. It’s so hard.
I can relate to what you are saying. I lost my Dad to stomach cancer and he was diagnosed only about 3 months before his death. I know he is no longer suffering, unfortunately, death was the only way out for him. It is very hard, yes. I was also close to my Dad and it's been a little over 4 yrs, but sometimes it really gets to me.