I still can't believe he's gone..I never that that the last phone call he made was going to be the last time I hear his voice...He has been having surgeries since Dec his heart kept going in and out of rhythm and the surgery in Dec was supposed to fix that then it wasn't a month later he had another surgery that thing kept shocking him when he called me on 2/14 and said he'd been shocked 16 times something just went through me..he passed during recovery his family doesn't like me so I wasn't acknowledge at all he was moving back to S.C. in May because we got tired of the distance it's so hard I don't know how to move forward I lost my bestfriend...I'm so lost without him
I a I am so sorry to read about the loss you are going through. I think at times when i heard my wifes voice for the last time,and i also had no idea last time. I am so sad about the realationship with the family you are dealing with. You will find youre way as all of are somehow one heart beat at a time. I pray for you take care
Thank you for the kind words...I'm trying my best to get by but I think that I will need to look into some counseling it hurts so bad...
Thats a good start I have 3 support groups and a therapist. They are not a silver bullit however they do bring comfort. Hopefuly overtime I will be able to stop hurting at times. I have turned to prayer aat times I think my faith is carrying my burden for me when i feel ok. Let me know were all in this toghther
