I don't understand why this happened to me

Feb 10, I found him in bed. He promised he'd NEVER leave me. 27 years & now he's gone. I'm so lost & scared. He always made me feel safe, secure, & loved. The dog is whimpering ftom room to room. I can't take it.

 

March 20, 2029, I found my husband on the kitchen floor, I tried to resecutate him, he died suddenly of cardiac arrest. I so know how you feel. I know the feeling of I can't do this. It's unbelievably hard to face the loss of my soulmate, the love of my life. Your hubby didn't leave you on purpose. His spirit is with you though you can't feel it. I can't feel my hubby's spirit but during his service my little 6 year old nephew hugged me and said uncle Joe is hugging me with two Angels with him. I never wanted Joe to die before me. He's my everything. I share your grief and know how much you are hurting.

 

I mean March 20, 2019 he died.