Close knit work family...beloved co-worker don't know how to process...

I'm still in shock and disbelief. We lost a beloved co-worker, a teacher assistant in our toddler room...our Ms. E...
She was as beautiful outside as she was inside...she loved her little 'uns.

I don't know all the circumstances...many were much closer to her than I. I do know that she was going through a nasty divorce...he didn't not want her working...there were some very "hinky" things going on that immediately made me suspicious.

Her death has been ruled a suicide...but that makes no sense! She was getting her life together, excited about this new chapter in her life... working on her degree... involved in their lived and adored her children. I just can't believe that she would give it all away!

I suffer from depression and anxiety myself am still trying to get my life together following my divorce (32 years of marriage)...

Something happened to her. I'm sure of it...others I work with know more details and their info confirms my suspicion of DV...

I'm sad I'm angry I'm confused ...but most of all I'm worried for her kids, our work family and her little'uns...