I lost my husband back in October of 2016 to a massive heart attack and died in my arms. I can't move on. It's still like yesterday.The pain is so intense. He was my whole world, my strength, my one true love. I feel as if my soul went with him.I struggle through each day and its not getting any easier.How do I get to the point where I'm strong enough to move on and except this? Every dream we had together is gone and I'm stuck.Im just existing.