Love of My Life is Gone and I Can't Accept It

6.5 months ago I lost the love of my life.
He was hit by a driver who was texting, lost control and knocked my husband in front of a semi. I have recently begun to realize that he is not coming back. And I hate how life is moving in for other people. I am extremely depressed, even with the anti-depresants. I am doing all the things I'm told to do: grief counseling, therapy, exercise, talk to friends, etc. But nothing makes me feel better and I feel pressure to act more okay. I am not okay. We were in such a good place when the accident happened. I know I'll never understand why it happened but dont know how to live without him. He was my everything.

 

I’m so sorry. ((Hugs))
I lost my husband less than a month ago.
It feels unreal and unfair. I don’t know how to move on. We were married nearly 18 years.

 

I'm sosorry for your loss. I lost my husband on April 6 2018. It was sudden, one day he was fine the next he was gone. I miss him and m miserable.