My mother my world recently passed away from cancer. I was her caregiver by her side to the end i held her hand. I miss her so very much nothing seems the same but everything just keeps going on as if it is. I find myself crying driving to the grocery store. I try to be strong thats what i was told to do is be strong dont cry you have a child to think of so i hold it in and then feel so overwhelmed with sadness. I feel no one understands my pain and loss.