Jan 1st lost my 34 yr old. She was found during bed check at school for the disabled she attended. Non responsive had to shock her 2 times. She was in CCU when we got there she was on ventilator, her blood pressure was falling and her eyes were fixed and dilated. Dr said she was slowly dying and she would not recover. Took her off vent, she died 15 min later...i feel so empty. I was her legal guardian (dad was absentee dad) I was also for yrs her advocate. Visited her alot. Today would have been with her celebrating her 34th birthday... don't know how to go on ???