Where do I start its not fair I was so young. Sometime I feel like I have failed my dad I got pregnant at a young age. He died of a heart attack. I just want this pain a failure to go away. Where do I go from yes its been since 2005 but I still live with the regrets.
You are most certainly not a failure for becoming pregnant at a young age. That baby will always be protected by him and I'm sure your dad is beaming down at you knowing that you're going to make such an amazing mother. I lost my real dad when I was 2 and my step dad of 16 years just a month ago. I've been struggling with regrets from my step dads death, its a different relationship knowing their always there watching over and feeling like they would be disappointed in our actions, however, I know that is not the case. I hope you can remember in your heart the love that will never die that your dad left for you.