Feeling numb with a hole in my heart. So many regrets. My dad died unexpectantly a week ago. He was 74 and not in the greatest health but we thought we had a few more years left with him. I cannot motivate myself to go back to work. It's easier to keep moving and run misc errands than deal with my feelings day to day. Trying to find local grieving support group and not having much luck. When will I snap out of it?