I lost my partner

Discussion in 'LGBT Loss' started by Nugget, May 1, 2018.

  1. Nugget

    Nugget New Member

    Im nugget. Your probably wondering why nugget, thats what my beautiful fiancee would call me. She passed march 5, 2018 from brain cancer. Everyday i struggle, just not being able to look into her eyes. She was my everything and i honestly dont know what to do with her. She was the love of my life. We were going to get married the year she was diagnosed. I dont have anyone to talk to that understands how i feel. Her family never really accepted the fact we were together. They only did because thats what she wanted. She has a daughter that we raised together. I love her like shes mine. My partners mom wont let me see her. This is literally the hardest thing ive ever done in my life. The future i once dreamed of is no longer and im so afraid. Ive come here for help..no one understands how i feel because im lesbian grieving my fiancee.