I am lost

Discussion in 'Loss of a Parent' started by Mya, Jun 6, 2018.

  1. Mya

    Mya New Member

    Hi everyone I am new here. My name is Mya. I just lost my mother who was my best friend on may 7.
    I can't cope I feel sad then angry then so lost and depressed. I am off of work because I keep having breakdowns during day.
    I want to call her and then remember she is gone. We talked every day.
     
  2. Cece

    Cece New Member

    I lost my mom a few days ago and thats EXACTLY how I feel. Sometimes I think of something funny and want to call her to laugh about it but I cant...I cant tell her I miss her or love her.
     
  3. Mya

    Mya New Member

    I can't believe how much it hurts. It' like a bit wrenching pain. I'm getting panic attacks as well.
    I am so sorry for your loss. How old was your mom? Do you have any one to confide in?
     
  4. Julesthetherapist

    Julesthetherapist New Member

    I lost my mom March 17. It hurts. Exactly the way your describing it Mya. I couldn't work in the beginning either. I never knew when I would just start crying uncontrollably. I didn't even get out of bed the first few days after the funeral. I couldn't concentrate on anything so I could never distract myself enough to stop thinking about it. I thought I would never stop feeling that way. It still hurts. It still hits me hard sometimes. I still cry but it's getting better. I'm out of bed. I'm working. My husband and son helped a lot. They really supported me. I hope you both have people to support you. If not you will find plenty here. You can talk to me whenever you want. I'm sorry for both of your losses.
    Jules
     
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